Perspective of Time and Self
Posted by Mathew Abonyi Wed, 05 Jul 2006 17:47:00 GMT
A question was recently raised about the phenomenon of time appearing to pass more quickly the older one becomes, following the belief that the youth perceives its own time slower than the elder, and that the on-rush of time as seen both in the present and the past is a train travelling ever faster. Time outside the self is said to be constant, but the mind doesn’t perceive it as a constant. Its perception of time is dependent on two appearingly similar, but actually disparate actions.
The first is our sense of the present. It appears to be wholly dictated by the amount of focus the mind places on awareness-in-the-moment. When the mind analyses or perceives in detail the actions of itself, its self-reflection reveals its own perception of time and watches time as slowly as it is allowed to perceive it (what one can only assume to be a biochemical limit and whatever ‘overhead’ the subconscious adds). The ability to watch time is the same as its ability to watch a bird in flight or a thought growing from an idea. Its an imperfect perception and it is coloured by all the other actions of the mind, its senate of depressions and interests both conscious and unconscious. So we never reach a perfect perception of time-as-constant, but rather our personal estimation of it. When you count seconds, you are in effect getting close to time-as-constant, but each hiccup of the subconscious or indiscipline of the conscious throws off this watching of time as it is perceived. The quantity and intensity of out-of-time actions divert attention away from the perception of time and so it appears to be the case that when we think deeply, work hard or play outside that the present is moving quicker than normal. This effect occurs because we are perceiving time as it happens and, like not paying attention to the bee in our peripheral vision, time moves into the periphery of our attention. We can still tell what hour of day it may be, but not how it became that hour of day so quickly. The mind’s perception of present, then, is one of mind-in-the-moment.
The second is our sense of the past. Contrary to simple assumption, our perception of past is not dependent on a perception of time. It is, in fact, not time but its proxy in memory as the SUBCONSCIOUS remembers. For it, thought and action of a highly disparate nature will appear to be longer, since it requires more of its resources to process, understand and respond.
